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Disorder 4: Empty

from Disorders by Fear Of Missing Out

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Inside, a hunger grows
Just closer to the prize
The pangs, no more a surprise
So dizzy cold and frail But,
it means I’m doing well
I am lying,
I’m lying to you
I’m doing well
my mind will tell
My body begs me to end this hell
To be thin
Fill this void within
This sense of control is sin

Skinny, is all that I want to be
It’s become my one, true voice
This is not a choice
It’s an illusion of control that's screaming out
“You’re worth more hungry”, loud

Pretty, skinny, small
I’m supposed to stand tall
Can I be that strong
Trying to hold on
I swear on Ana’s words
On the reflection I see
I’ll fight until I’m free
From her binding tyranny
She has this voice that calls out my name
It pulls at me each day
And it tries to drive me insane
Hear me now
Ana listen
Because I won’t listen to you
No not any, anymore
I have won this war
Skinny, all I wanted to be
It became my one, true voice
This is not a choice
I had to fight and had to beat her and
I won this war and she is out

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from Disorders, released September 4, 2019
Lyrics by Ethan Elliott

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"Disorders" is a unique album: each of the songs talks about a different mental disorder, and the lyrics are written by people living with those mental health problems.

Fear Of Missing Out's progressive metal debut shows a wide range of emotions, from soft-rock to metal. ... more

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